"I remember it like a nightmare," Joe Meanen recalls, his voice heavy with emotion as he describes the devastating events of July 6th, 1988. That day, the Piper Alpha oil rig exploded and collapsed in a catastrophic disaster that claimed the lives of 167 workers and two rescuers.
Meanen, then 29 years old, was on board as a scaffolder, having started his career on oil rigs at just 22 during the North Sea's booming oil boom. He had only one day left of his two-week stint before flying home on Friday morning. His friends and family were counting down the hours until their reunion, unaware of the horror that awaited.
At around 9 pm, Meanen and his accommodation mates settled in for a movie night with about 40 other crew members. But as they watched the film, disaster struck when an error-activated non-operational gas pump ignited, causing the first explosion. The platform shook violently, and part of the roof collapsed, plunging them into darkness.
Meanen's training kicked in, and he attempted to make his way to his designated lifeboat station. However, the magnitude of the explosion became clear, and he realized that evacuation was impossible. As he crouched with about 100 men trying to avoid smoke inhalation, Meanen heard other explosions and the platform's structure twisting and buckling.
"We didn't know what we were dealing with," Meanen says, recalling the chaos. "It was like a nightmare come true."
In the frenzy, Meanen became separated from his mates. He would not see two of them again, including David Campbell, who had just learned he was going to be a father. With no other options, Meanen chose his next steps carefully and jumped 175 feet off the burning wreckage into the North Sea.
The fall seemed to last an eternity as he plummeted towards the water. His first thought was: "What the fuck have I done?" but it didn't take long for him to realize that this was his only chance of survival.
Meanen's memory of his escape is hazy, but during his fall, he sustained burns on his arms from flailing in the air. When he finally plunged into the water, he followed the light from the flames and swam towards the surface, where he found his lifejacket floating nearby.
As he drifted away from the burning platform, Meanen spotted the hull of a lifeboat and made his way to it. He was one of five survivors out of a group of 14 who made it to the helideck.
The aftermath of the disaster was traumatic for Meanen. It took him months to recover from his physical burns, but he believes that being physically injured played a role in helping him cope mentally.
"I would think that's a lot tougher for them," Meanen says about those who didn't suffer visible scars. "My scars give me evidence that I was there and involved. Whereas some people never got any physical scars, just mental ones. I think it's a lot tougher for them."
Meanen went on to rebuild his life, marrying, having two children, and running a pub. He now works as a school bus driver, sharing his story and offering advice on safety offshore.
As he looks back on that fateful night, Meanen is haunted by the memories of those who lost their lives. "Hopefully to make things better," he says, but also to honor the people who had to sacrifice everything.
Meanen, then 29 years old, was on board as a scaffolder, having started his career on oil rigs at just 22 during the North Sea's booming oil boom. He had only one day left of his two-week stint before flying home on Friday morning. His friends and family were counting down the hours until their reunion, unaware of the horror that awaited.
At around 9 pm, Meanen and his accommodation mates settled in for a movie night with about 40 other crew members. But as they watched the film, disaster struck when an error-activated non-operational gas pump ignited, causing the first explosion. The platform shook violently, and part of the roof collapsed, plunging them into darkness.
Meanen's training kicked in, and he attempted to make his way to his designated lifeboat station. However, the magnitude of the explosion became clear, and he realized that evacuation was impossible. As he crouched with about 100 men trying to avoid smoke inhalation, Meanen heard other explosions and the platform's structure twisting and buckling.
"We didn't know what we were dealing with," Meanen says, recalling the chaos. "It was like a nightmare come true."
In the frenzy, Meanen became separated from his mates. He would not see two of them again, including David Campbell, who had just learned he was going to be a father. With no other options, Meanen chose his next steps carefully and jumped 175 feet off the burning wreckage into the North Sea.
The fall seemed to last an eternity as he plummeted towards the water. His first thought was: "What the fuck have I done?" but it didn't take long for him to realize that this was his only chance of survival.
Meanen's memory of his escape is hazy, but during his fall, he sustained burns on his arms from flailing in the air. When he finally plunged into the water, he followed the light from the flames and swam towards the surface, where he found his lifejacket floating nearby.
As he drifted away from the burning platform, Meanen spotted the hull of a lifeboat and made his way to it. He was one of five survivors out of a group of 14 who made it to the helideck.
The aftermath of the disaster was traumatic for Meanen. It took him months to recover from his physical burns, but he believes that being physically injured played a role in helping him cope mentally.
"I would think that's a lot tougher for them," Meanen says about those who didn't suffer visible scars. "My scars give me evidence that I was there and involved. Whereas some people never got any physical scars, just mental ones. I think it's a lot tougher for them."
Meanen went on to rebuild his life, marrying, having two children, and running a pub. He now works as a school bus driver, sharing his story and offering advice on safety offshore.
As he looks back on that fateful night, Meanen is haunted by the memories of those who lost their lives. "Hopefully to make things better," he says, but also to honor the people who had to sacrifice everything.