A Break with Culture: How Embracing Nudity at a Music Festival Changed Her Life
At 15, she grew nine inches in just nine months, her bones aching at night. As an average-height teenager, she was uncomfortable with her body type in the late 1970s US, where curvy figures were not celebrated. She began dieting as a teen, and women's critiques of their bodies became a constant refrain. This narrative of her body being "faulty" persisted into adulthood.
It wasn't until an early 30s summer spent at the Oregon Country Fair that she underwent a transformative experience. The fair attracted recovering alcoholics, including her friend, who was sober longer than she had been. Together, they set up a tent in the performers' camping area and immersed themselves in music and campfire gatherings.
The women at the festival – strong acrobats and uninhibited performers – changed her perspective on food and life. On a sunny day, walking to a booth selling granola with berries, she experienced a sudden rush of sweetness. Her shoulders loosened as she felt her feet connect with the ground in a new way. This was intoxicating.
When she took her first shower at the festival, surrounded by 50 strangers in public showers, she expected discomfort but instead found it liberating. The deeply hippy vibe and diverse crowd created an atmosphere where everyone coexisted without self-consciousness. Bodies of all shapes, sizes, and backgrounds were simply human beings, unencumbered by societal expectations.
This experience marked a turning point in her spiritual practice, focusing on honoring her body as a vehicle for connection, understanding, pleasure, and guidance. Now, at 62, she has made peace with the aging process and no longer diets. She appreciates the beauty of her own body, enjoying simple pleasures like biting into ripe raspberries.
As she looks to her young grandchildren, she hopes they will grow up with a different narrative: one that celebrates diversity in bodies and promotes self-acceptance. This writer's journey serves as a testament to the power of embracing our true selves, free from societal pressures.
At 15, she grew nine inches in just nine months, her bones aching at night. As an average-height teenager, she was uncomfortable with her body type in the late 1970s US, where curvy figures were not celebrated. She began dieting as a teen, and women's critiques of their bodies became a constant refrain. This narrative of her body being "faulty" persisted into adulthood.
It wasn't until an early 30s summer spent at the Oregon Country Fair that she underwent a transformative experience. The fair attracted recovering alcoholics, including her friend, who was sober longer than she had been. Together, they set up a tent in the performers' camping area and immersed themselves in music and campfire gatherings.
The women at the festival – strong acrobats and uninhibited performers – changed her perspective on food and life. On a sunny day, walking to a booth selling granola with berries, she experienced a sudden rush of sweetness. Her shoulders loosened as she felt her feet connect with the ground in a new way. This was intoxicating.
When she took her first shower at the festival, surrounded by 50 strangers in public showers, she expected discomfort but instead found it liberating. The deeply hippy vibe and diverse crowd created an atmosphere where everyone coexisted without self-consciousness. Bodies of all shapes, sizes, and backgrounds were simply human beings, unencumbered by societal expectations.
This experience marked a turning point in her spiritual practice, focusing on honoring her body as a vehicle for connection, understanding, pleasure, and guidance. Now, at 62, she has made peace with the aging process and no longer diets. She appreciates the beauty of her own body, enjoying simple pleasures like biting into ripe raspberries.
As she looks to her young grandchildren, she hopes they will grow up with a different narrative: one that celebrates diversity in bodies and promotes self-acceptance. This writer's journey serves as a testament to the power of embracing our true selves, free from societal pressures.